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More Gang Life Q & A -HOMEPAGE
Questions about Gang Life
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How does it feel when you kill another person? How does it feel when you
see one of your gang members die?
When you kill another person, you feel this huge burden of guilt within
your inner self, as if you've done the worst that anyone can do to another
person. Plus, you know deep inside that you have broken something that you
cannot fix. It is a huge hole in life to live in and with. Your conscience
is not clean, it is stained with the blood of a man, a husband, a father,
son, brother, cousin, neighbor and friend. The consequences of your
actions affect many people, not just yourself and your family.
Concerning your second question, to see one of your fellow gang members
die is just as if seeing a friend, and at times a brother, die.
Friendships within a gang become personal, because you've grown old with
some of them throughout the years. Another member can become your best
friend, and as dear as a brother. You feel heartbroken and you become
hateful towards those who did this harm against you and your friends. And
so, we continue the cycle of violence in the streets to kill and risking
everything you have, even your own life. Look around your world and you
will notice that this problem is universal, even though it is dressed in
different clothing on different people. The heart of the problem is the
heart of man. Only God, through His word, can change us and make us a new
man. He has done this for me, and many others throughout history. God has
given us Jesus Christ as the answer to all our problems. Thank you for
your time, and God Bless. Read the Bible. John 3:16-21
Alex P.
California
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What were you feeling when murdering someone?
Yours sincerely - Anar
Dear Anar,
My feelings when I committed murder weren’t there at the time. I was drunk
and on drugs. As I sobered up, I realized what I had committed. I had
ruined someone’s life and the lives of his family, as well as my family’s
lives. There are no words on how I could explain those feelings. I just
remember crying a lot. Till this day, I feel pain in my heart for what I
did and wonder if the family will ever forgive me for what I did to their
son. I’ve been in prison for 9 ½ years now. My daughter was born two
months after my arrest, and it’s hard to see a young child who asks her
father when he will come home.
Jesse G.
California
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Did you have to kill somebody or did you see somebody get killed while you
were in the gang or since you've been in jail?
Jose
I was in a lot of shoot outs, and four of my best friends were killed by
other gang members. Matter of fact, the lady that started this website
knew a lot of my homeboys and she went to one of their funerals. Yes I
have killed someone.
Mike D.
California
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I shot at people but never killed anyone.
Tommy
California
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